Frustrations... which is what a blog is for
Someone, anyone, convince me somehow that I don't need/want a girlfriend right now.
I have very few classes on Thursdays this semester... the downside is it's hard to get a hold of anyone midday because of their classes. So, on this first Thursday, I spent lots of time in my room thinking about stuff. God knows how all my thoughts came together, but the afternoon ended in frustration. The girl I want to be with more than anyone seems so far away (not "seems..." rather, "IS"), plus other temptations are suddenly coming at me from all angles.
I will NOT let the past repeat itself. I have made too many mistakes before with disastrous results to others. All I'm telling myself now is it won't be worth it...
In the meantime, if anyone has an idea about how I can make the most beautiful woman I know take a liking to me, suggestions are welcome...
I have very few classes on Thursdays this semester... the downside is it's hard to get a hold of anyone midday because of their classes. So, on this first Thursday, I spent lots of time in my room thinking about stuff. God knows how all my thoughts came together, but the afternoon ended in frustration. The girl I want to be with more than anyone seems so far away (not "seems..." rather, "IS"), plus other temptations are suddenly coming at me from all angles.
I will NOT let the past repeat itself. I have made too many mistakes before with disastrous results to others. All I'm telling myself now is it won't be worth it...
In the meantime, if anyone has an idea about how I can make the most beautiful woman I know take a liking to me, suggestions are welcome...


1 Comments:
At 4:12 PM ,
x said...
1. Only you know what you need.
2. Telling her comes to mind. The risk seems to far outweight an unlikely reward, but that's just an illusion. Pure contentment is boring.
3. Then again, we're all a different shade of blue; aren't we?
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